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(no subject) [Jan. 14th, 2009|11:08 pm]
thinking back on some stuff.

I love being bitched out by 'internet celebrities' who think they're the shit and not.
so here's what went down.

Summer of '07:

internet celebrity goes out with a girl, and i friend requested her as well as everyone, i was one of the few who was on her side of the break up. He screwed her over when i had become friends with her by cheating on her and shit. Only going out with her to get laid. So this pissed me off, and eventually i comment him saying how that was uncool of him and how i no longer wanted any association with him. He blows it off cause he didnt really know me. A few months later I apologize, saying i probably should have gotten his side of the story first. He blows up at me saying im a fake little bitch who cant fight his own battles.  umm wtf?  im apologizing for 'dissing you' and you call me fake? what the fuck is up with that?

Summer of '08 into present day
Hes a low life still. Everyday im shocked that he hasn't commited suicide yet.


Ilove internet celebrities. they think theyre the shit but they're not :]
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(no subject) [Jan. 14th, 2009|03:07 pm]
Footloose is killing me already.
I had to have people pull me out of my chair every period today because my thighs for somereason wont let me get up on my own.
Last night made me realize a lot of things about myself. Wether they're good things, I'll just have to wait and see. All i can say is, it's the worst moments of your life that make you realize the most about yourself. So today we picked classes for next year. hopefull ill be taking : cp chemistry, french III, cp algebra 2, american studies, film studies, theater arts I, choncert chorale (wtf). Concert Chorale? Really ms. b? hahaha
So that leaves me with 7 credits. but we can take 8. should i add more.
I'm like super super excited! To get the "Diploma with Distinction" when i graduate would be amazing. For 2011, you'd need only 22 credits or more to get it. Take the 6.5 i got last year, the 6.5 ill get this year, the 7 ill get next year and the 8 ill get senior year, that 28 credits. I'm golden for it. and that makes me super excited.

Mrs. McKown told me that because of my homework, that she wouldn't reccomend me for Honors English right away, so she told me to put Honors English depending on second semester grade. I didn't put it because after she explained American Studies I didnt want honors english because American Studies sounds so much more intresting. Plus if everything stays the same, I'll have Mrs. Hopkins- Smith next year all year so that would be a plus.

Might have said this before, but I'm most likely getting a free car when I get my license this summer. My sister's blue 2001 hyundai accent.

Excited? Damn right! It's a piece of shit atm, but my dad will fix it up for me. I'm praying to god my sister gets a new car so I can have hers! I asked my mom, will I have to start paying you for it until its payed off for and she was like "You're sister never did so why would we make you" love it!.

I say this in so many posts, but it's because it's on my mind a lot.
My sister. She lives way too far away. The people I love the most, live so far away from me. Taylor my sister. Its so annoying. I wish I could see taylor sami and lilly every single day. :[

I'm watching The City right now. So fake. I like bromance though. I DVR it every week. FEMI NEEDS TO FUCKING GO HOME! BRODY WHAT THE FUCK?! (i know the show is completely scripted but still)


Today, just happens to be my 11 month with the most amazing girl in the world. Taylor Andrea Dahme! <3 Ilove you baby soooo much! FOREVE AND EVE!


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12th of 1 [Jan. 12th, 2009|07:54 pm]
Chorus is making my life shiteous at the moment.
Jazz Allstate just HAS to happen on the weekend my dad has a ceremony for his promotion to chief. My dad is there for literally everything, the only time he's not there, is when there's no possible way, and he always feels bad about it. I just feel bad that he's there for everything and i can't be there for this one thing.
Then some crap is going on during Taylor and I's one year. deff NOT a good thing!!

Tonight I switched back from Mozilla to Safari. I was on Google chrome for a while, but it's not my thing. Like Google Chrome is cool and all, but it failed at trying to combine IE, mozilla and safari. It leaves out the mostimportant features in my opinion. I like safari. I just wish it would have the view page w/e like mozilla. y'know? the feature i use so that i can see someone's myspace without their layout.

Perez Hilton pisses me off. Honestly? He recently said in an interveiw with CBS news I believe it was "I have never regretted anything". Hoenstly? He put a picture of a troll next to Adam Sandlar's friggin toddler? Honestly?! Kids at such a young age are off limits. I don't care how ugly they are. And honestly?! Lay the fuck off Miley. Like honestly, it's not because im a fan of hers. It's because he CONSTANTLY puts her down no matter what she does. And it's getting old. It's really sad to see a 30 something writing so much shit about a 16 year old. Honestly? honestly. no need for it.

My grades are horrendous. I need to fix them.  I want to fix them. I HAVE to fix them.

I want to look like Alex Evans.
Like fo shizz haha!

So footloose is going well. Even though I've missed both of the choreography days because of my wisdom teeth (today I left early because they had to check for dry sockets). I can't find my script atm. Honestly? I'm getting tired of myself. I'm so forgetful and I need to change. I know this. I'm also sick of my inability to come out of my shell. STILL. I thought maybe at least after buttercup I would be able to. NOPE. I'm still wicked shy and yeah. It sucks!!

Taylor and I are 2 days away from our 11 months :D:D
So excited!.

Well I'm going to watch Family guy and read and talk to Tay. 
Laterrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

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Leona Lewis [Jan. 9th, 2009|11:32 pm]
Tomorrow, my mom and I are leaving to go to Hindsdale and bring sami and lilly to our house for the weekend. Other than the fact i get to see lilly and my sister, i love the car rides because of one thing. Leona Lewis. My mom and I listen to her every time we drive there. She's my new favorite singer. Her voice is so pure and amazing. I love it. Bleeding Love is such a good song. And the video is amazing (i like the uk video for it better though). idk. Shes just the best singer ever!
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Twlight [Jan. 9th, 2009|04:56 pm]
Honestly? I don't think any book is soo good, that its literally the ONLY thing you talk about. It's honestly making me wish it was never written. even in friggin youtube video comments people are putting "Team Edward" or "Team Jacob". Honestly? WTF.
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people who made a huge impact on my life in 2008 [Jan. 1st, 2009|08:08 pm]
Taylor Dahme


Anne Mudrick


My Family


Lilly Anne


My friends



Thank you.

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Christmas [Dec. 26th, 2008|01:15 pm]
I got a camera



and a comcast DVR. :]
as well as clothes, guitar hero III Legends of rock, Hancock DVD, Sweeny Todd DVD, sick new converse, and other stuff :]

I got a mouse pad of lilly :]:]
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2008 [Dec. 23rd, 2008|08:42 pm]
Goodbye. To a mostly HORRIBLE year.

first year without anne.
fights with rachel and so many others.
cops coming to my house due to internet reasons.
such a horrible year,
yet taylor made it so much better.

I love you baby :]
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(no subject) [Dec. 22nd, 2008|08:56 pm]
I forgot how much I love Rascal Flatts.
Such a good band!

So this weekend t'was fun.
Went to the mall and movies with Cam on saturday. We saw 7 pounds. Bad begging. Bad/weird middle. WICKED good ending.
I think it was Will Smith's worst acting ever. He can do so much better!

Taylor slept over last night.
My mom got her around 9 or ten. they went christmas shopping together then came home and we all exchanged gifts. My parents got taylor theese two yellow striped shirts. taylor got my mom, actually i forget what she got my mom. she got my dad hersey bars and black licorice, and she got me an awesome hot topic sweatrshirt, vurt cologne from pac sun, a funny shirt, a thomas the tank engine blanket, and a gift card to mcdonalds :] I got her a book that she's been wanting and a pretty heart locket  (would have gotten her more but she forbid me).
So after we made a ginger bread house. she got it all over me haha. Then after my mom went to bed we went out and played in the snow.

right now im trying to see if i can get the family guy recording on the tv in my computer onto a DVD-R. i thinkyou can :]

well ill write more later.

peace.
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I don't know what's wrong with me [Dec. 10th, 2008|07:13 pm]
Why am I such a screw up? Like honestly, its annoying. Taylor's mom can 100% get me a ticket to go up with Taylor to Florida for christmas. If it wasn't for my friggin grades, it would be a definate yes, but at the moment, it's up in the air. I'm so fucking fed up with myself. I'm always saying, this is is going ot be different, im going to be a good student, and every year i dont follow through. I'm so fed up with it. Like honestly, what's so fucking hard about doing homework everynight. Honestly, even as I wirte this, i probably will just fool around all study hall tomorrow and not do shit.
I'm such a fuck up.
And I'm sick of it.
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HAPPY THINGS TO REPORT [Dec. 9th, 2008|09:26 pm]
me and taylor got back together last night :]
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nothing happy to report [Dec. 8th, 2008|03:01 pm]
me and Taylor are temporarily separated.
some crazy crap went on that escalated much much farther than it ever needed to with getting more people involved that never needed to be, but it happened, and as a result, Taylor and I are taking a little break, but we most definitely will be getting back together. This has been the worst day so far. Its been 24 hours since i got home from NHYC and Taylor told me we weren't broken up forever. I just wish we'd get back together now. This day has been complete torture, and i hate it :[
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All State [Nov. 22nd, 2008|02:14 pm]
[Current Music |Jesus of Suburbia - Green Day]

I completely ruled BOMBED! I messed up on everything! It was just a complete horror :/
I'm really upset with my self. At least I made Jazz Allstate.
In about 15 minutes my dad and I are going to pick up Taylor from work and then off to my cousin's 21st birthday party. I bought him a big beer mug that has stewie drunk in his diaper on it and says 'Party Naked'. It's the first gift I've ever bought any of my cousins and I know that he'll like it which is a plus. Hopefully he doesn't already have it.
NHYC is going really well. I love it. It's soo much fun! Like honestly, going into i figured it was going to be such a bore. 2 hours would be a long time, but let me tell you, those 2 hours just fly by! I love NHYC!!

Taylor<3

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(no subject) [Nov. 12th, 2008|05:24 pm]
It's hard to believe how long ive gone without posting in the damned thing.
haha
So this was a great weekend as well ad very scary.
Friday night I went to the Hampton Inn with NHYC and had one of the funnest nights ever with people.
Saturday night we went and picked up Taylor from work, and then we went to my cousins birthday party, but when we got there, my aunt came out and said that nobody was ther because they were at the emergency room because that's where my grandfather was. They thought he had a small stroke cause he couldn't remember much, but turns out it was jsut his blood pressure :] Then Taylor slept over :]
Then Taylor left when her mom picked her up :/ but then i met her, alyssa, and her mom at the mall, then ended up sleeping over and going to see HSM3, which was actually a very decent movie. Then after the movie i realized that I had forgotten to bring my inhaler with me. Huge mistake! I was up all night trying to breathe. My mom ended up having to go all the ay to epping to drop it off at 6 in the morning! Then Taylor her little brother and I went to the mall where I got my cousin a bday present and sopme speakers for my zune. Then unfortuantely  I went home :/

Seeing Lilly friday :]
Seeing Taylor Saturday :]

cant wait. It's going to be another amazing weekend!
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how long has it been? [Oct. 26th, 2008|06:18 pm]
it's been a long time!

Well I'm doing NHYC now, and I'm really loving it.
It's really fun.
It's been hard these past 8, almost 9 months being so far away from Taylor while trying to have a relationship, but somehow we make it work, and even though we don't see each other for 6 out of the 7 days on most weeks, we still love each other never wanna leave. Like honestly, i think we'll be together forever. Like I'm not even being all dumb and oblivious to the world. We have problems, like any other couple, but with her, unlike any other girlfriend i've had, I'm able to work out those problems. She's the one. I'm telling you.

Lilly is doing well. :] I get to see her Saturday and am soo excited. Sami said she's already getting big. I'm so proud of Sami. It was a tough pregnancy, but she pulled through it, and Lilly was as healthy as a baby can possibly be when she was born. John is such a good dad. Lilly is very lucky. She has a lot of loving aunts, uncles, grandparents, and both sets of greatgrandparents.
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I'm just a complete wreck. [Oct. 14th, 2008|07:55 pm]
if i didnt say in my last post, lilly was born.

And my mom went up saturday and has been there ever since.
im a complete wreck without my mom.
whenever my mom says hi baby or something like that through texts i just burst out crying.
and everytime theres something little going on i go and be around her so it wont become something big and my life will  be okay. but shes not here for me to do that :/

she was going to come back friday, saturday, or sunday.
thank god shes not.

as of now, the plan is that her, lilly, sami, and i think john, will be coming down thursday night, spending the night here.
then during the day, my mom will drive them home then come back and will be home for good :]


less then 48 hours till I see my mom :]
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(no subject) [Oct. 8th, 2008|04:54 pm]
okay. too much has gone on since i last wrote so wont even go into detail.
the wedding was great.
and yeah.

so basically.
I can not stand the "negative nancy" type of person.
Like theres this one kid in my class, and hes just soooo negative. He never has anything good to say about anything unless its methods of torture.
like honestly, is that needed?

UGH
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I miss my sister [Sep. 7th, 2008|10:14 pm]
 Like honestly. I hate how she lives so far away. I dont want her to live with us. Cause then we'd fight 24/7. I just dont want her living 2 hours away you know?
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(no subject) [Sep. 7th, 2008|07:49 pm]
 My sister and I tend to fight on everything.
Not like fight fight, but more like heated debates lol.

Like we have like the exact opposite veiws on a lot of things.
Like 
  1.      Vegetarianism
  2.      "I Now Pronounce You Chuck And Larry"
  3.      Wether my cat is "fat" or "tubby"
I love when my sister and john come up to visit. They're really funny. Yesterday was sami's baby shower for everyone who lives in the seacoast (she's having a different one for her friends in the keene area where she lives). After that they slept over our house where John Sami and myself stayed up watching the red sox get there assed kicked by the rangers :/, family guy, and saturday night live. Sami and John went to bed around 12:30 and I followed suit around 1.
Then in the morning my mom woke me up and we went out to breakfast at ihop, then walked over to barnes and noble, then came home an djohn and sami left about an hour later
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(no subject) [Sep. 6th, 2008|08:38 pm]
Started out thursday night.

I went to the Teen Center Show were I met up with Brady, Cali, Maria B, and her friend Lea.

Freakin james ruined my night. He was being such an asshole to Maria, at one point, throwing a used(?) condom at her. Like honestly, is there any need for that? People like him are jus so frustrating. Then Lea, Maria, and I wet up to La Festa for some pizza. Where they talked about Ireland and it sounded like so much fun. Then we returned and then later in the night Maria, Duncan, and I went to this store and I got sour patch kids :].



Friday.

Woke up, and while watching Flubber on TBS, I finalized my plans to go to Maria's house before Duncans party. So I got to Maria's house, and we watch Rocky Horror Picture Show. Holy crap! I loved it sooo much! I'm addicted to the time warp. Then it was off to Duncan's party while listening to McFly. So at Duncan's party we watched The Simpsons Movie, played scrabble, and other things. Then when most everybody left, Jess, Tony, Duncan, Chavez, and I had nerf gun and potato chip fights, jess and i did the footloose dance eve though neither of us could remember the end, and talked about lots of stuff. It was soo much fun.



Saturday.

Did absolutely nothing. All I did was apply to walgreens online. That's it.



Sunday.

Went to the labor day cookout at my uncles house, completly forgetting about Clara's birthday party :[:[.  We played wiffle ball like always, I pulled my freakin adorable 2 year old cousin around the yard in her wagon, had a rock and carrot fight with my cousin nate, and played more wiffel ball. When I got home some bad news came. My sister, who last night was 50 days away from her due date, now only 49 days, was going to the hospital with serious pains. Trying to get my sister and her baby off my mind, I watched I Now Pronounce You Chuck And Larry. It was just such a bad movie. It honestly, made me laugh maybe once? Also, it was really offensive to gay people. It used the word faggot so many times and it was just mean in some scenes. So after that I turned it to Big Brother After Dark on Showtime. Its a 3 hour show that airs every night that gives a live and uncensored (maria?) look at the Big Brother house. My sister called around 1, and thankfully, no signs of labor.  So then I watched ren and stimpy, and invader zim, then talked to taylor on the phone for a bit, and then finally went to bed at 4.

Monday.
honestly, did absoultely nothing.

So i started writing this about a weekago, and forgot to post it. So I'm adding another week to it.
Tuesday, wednesday, thursday, and friday were basically all the same. school. which i am quite likeing. (<- maria?)

Today my mom woke me up at 9, and around 930 we left for her daycare to set up my sisters baby shower. it was fun. after the shower ended at 3, we found a snake in the room. Thank god we found it AFTER everybody left and nobody found it during the shower cause it prolly would have been chaos.
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