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it's been a long time!

Well I'm doing NHYC now, and I'm really loving it.
It's really fun.
It's been hard these past 8, almost 9 months being so far away from Taylor while trying to have a relationship, but somehow we make it work, and even though we don't see each other for 6 out of the 7 days on most weeks, we still love each other never wanna leave. Like honestly, i think we'll be together forever. Like I'm not even being all dumb and oblivious to the world. We have problems, like any other couple, but with her, unlike any other girlfriend i've had, I'm able to work out those problems. She's the one. I'm telling you.

Lilly is doing well. :] I get to see her Saturday and am soo excited. Sami said she's already getting big. I'm so proud of Sami. It was a tough pregnancy, but she pulled through it, and Lilly was as healthy as a baby can possibly be when she was born. John is such a good dad. Lilly is very lucky. She has a lot of loving aunts, uncles, grandparents, and both sets of greatgrandparents.

if i didnt say in my last post, lilly was born.

And my mom went up saturday and has been there ever since.
im a complete wreck without my mom.
whenever my mom says hi baby or something like that through texts i just burst out crying.
and everytime theres something little going on i go and be around her so it wont become something big and my life will  be okay. but shes not here for me to do that :/

she was going to come back friday, saturday, or sunday.
thank god shes not.

as of now, the plan is that her, lilly, sami, and i think john, will be coming down thursday night, spending the night here.
then during the day, my mom will drive them home then come back and will be home for good :]


less then 48 hours till I see my mom :]

okay. too much has gone on since i last wrote so wont even go into detail.
the wedding was great.
and yeah.

so basically.
I can not stand the "negative nancy" type of person.
Like theres this one kid in my class, and hes just soooo negative. He never has anything good to say about anything unless its methods of torture.
like honestly, is that needed?

UGH

 Like honestly. I hate how she lives so far away. I dont want her to live with us. Cause then we'd fight 24/7. I just dont want her living 2 hours away you know?

 My sister and I tend to fight on everything.
Not like fight fight, but more like heated debates lol.

Like we have like the exact opposite veiws on a lot of things.
Like 

1.      Vegetarianism
2.      "I Now Pronounce You Chuck And Larry"
3.      Wether my cat is "fat" or "tubby"

I love when my sister and john come up to visit. They're really funny. Yesterday was sami's baby shower for everyone who lives in the seacoast (she's having a different one for her friends in the keene area where she lives). After that they slept over our house where John Sami and myself stayed up watching the red sox get there assed kicked by the rangers :/, family guy, and saturday night live. Sami and John went to bed around 12:30 and I followed suit around 1.
Then in the morning my mom woke me up and we went out to breakfast at ihop, then walked over to barnes and noble, then came home an djohn and sami left about an hour later

Started out thursday night.

I went to the Teen Center Show were I met up with Brady, Cali, Maria B, and her friend Lea.

Freakin james ruined my night. He was being such an asshole to Maria, at one point, throwing a used(?) condom at her. Like honestly, is there any need for that? People like him are jus so frustrating. Then Lea, Maria, and I wet up to La Festa for some pizza. Where they talked about Ireland and it sounded like so much fun. Then we returned and then later in the night Maria, Duncan, and I went to this store and I got sour patch kids :].



Friday.

Woke up, and while watching Flubber on TBS, I finalized my plans to go to Maria's house before Duncans party. So I got to Maria's house, and we watch Rocky Horror Picture Show. Holy crap! I loved it sooo much! I'm addicted to the time warp. Then it was off to Duncan's party while listening to McFly. So at Duncan's party we watched The Simpsons Movie, played scrabble, and other things. Then when most everybody left, Jess, Tony, Duncan, Chavez, and I had nerf gun and potato chip fights, jess and i did the footloose dance eve though neither of us could remember the end, and talked about lots of stuff. It was soo much fun.



Saturday.

Did absolutely nothing. All I did was apply to walgreens online. That's it.



Sunday.

Went to the labor day cookout at my uncles house, completly forgetting about Clara's birthday party :[:[.  We played wiffle ball like always, I pulled my freakin adorable 2 year old cousin around the yard in her wagon, had a rock and carrot fight with my cousin nate, and played more wiffel ball. When I got home some bad news came. My sister, who last night was 50 days away from her due date, now only 49 days, was going to the hospital with serious pains. Trying to get my sister and her baby off my mind, I watched I Now Pronounce You Chuck And Larry. It was just such a bad movie. It honestly, made me laugh maybe once? Also, it was really offensive to gay people. It used the word faggot so many times and it was just mean in some scenes. So after that I turned it to Big Brother After Dark on Showtime. Its a 3 hour show that airs every night that gives a live and uncensored (maria?) look at the Big Brother house. My sister called around 1, and thankfully, no signs of labor.  So then I watched ren and stimpy, and invader zim, then talked to taylor on the phone for a bit, and then finally went to bed at 4.

Monday.
honestly, did absoultely nothing.

So i started writing this about a weekago, and forgot to post it. So I'm adding another week to it.
Tuesday, wednesday, thursday, and friday were basically all the same. school. which i am quite likeing. (<- maria?)

Today my mom woke me up at 9, and around 930 we left for her daycare to set up my sisters baby shower. it was fun. after the shower ended at 3, we found a snake in the room. Thank god we found it AFTER everybody left and nobody found it during the shower cause it prolly would have been chaos.

Um, I would probably pick Reba.
Just because that show is so hilarious.

Have you ever wanted to cry, and have no reason to cry? Where your life is near perfect, but yet you can't stop the tears? I don't know what this is. It's just this weird feeling. Chavez is really turning me on to asking my parents to get a clarinet so I can practice all year to get good enough for band camp next year. I'm really excited for Footloose. I can't wait to work with everybody again. Although, it wont be the same without Nicole there to make me laugh. I was freaking over my lip ring whole, thinking, fuck, ms. b and ms. m are going to have a problem with this, but I talked to Nicole, and she said that you wont even be able to see the ring whole on stage. It's too small, and right when she said that, I felt really stupid

Sunday:

Went to walmart
Got Taylor
Went out on my bike with Taylor
AFV with Taylor
Big Brother with Taylor
Other stuff
Taylor slept over

Monday:
Woke up
Listened to my neighbor and her weirdo friends
          "I can still smell your pee"
          like seriously. WTF.  i have the weirdest neighbor ever.
Downtown dover/ate moes with mom and taylor
Dr. Appointment with mom and taylor
Uno with mom and taylor
Dr. Phil with mom and taylor
Suite Life with Taylor
Brought taylor home :[


I miss her so much already. And weve only been apart for 3 hours.

I'm sleeping over my grandmothers tomorrow. It's kind of lucky because she has a hair appointment with this girl that my mom, grandmother, aunt, cousins, etc go to and i wanna talk to her about making my hair light brown with lighter brown highlights.

Nomar Garciaparra is my favorite baseball player.
He plays for the dodgers.
I'm a boston fan.
And because of nomar, also a los angeles fan
frm-boston-2-la

I hate people. Like honestly.
I'm so fucking sick of being called "faggot"
I'm fucking done.

Lilly is set to come into the world in about 9 weeks and like 3 days. I'm so excited to become an uncle. I'm going to spoil Lilly whenever I can. She's going to be such a cute little girl. <3

So basically, i went to see the teen center show tonight.
amazing js.

So after the wildflowers chavez, maria b, duncan, cali and i all went to La Festa. \
funny :D

*hits cali's pizza*
maria b: CHAVEZ! PUT DOWN THE DRUMSTICK!
chavez: I CANT!
*hits cali's pizza again*

LOL. Maria and friggin keith(her drumstick)
she was trying to twirl it for 6 hours. she finally did :D im very proud of her.

Friday
My mom had off. So we left at like 715 to get my sister in concord. The drive home was funny.
Then at 10, I had compliance checks training with Youth 2 Youth. Which was very fun. Then my sister picked me up at 12, bought some moes, then relaxed at home until dance at 3. After dance, we went to target. And didn't get home till like 6, round that area. Tornado warning happend. God, I was pacing all around my house, I couldn't sit. I was kinda worried.

Saturday
Taylor and I hung out, while my sister and my mom were at my cousins bridal shower. Lindsay stopped by with her dog bryce which was cool cause Bryce is the cutest dog you'll ever know. So many funny moments hanging out with Taylor.

1.  Me screaming out my window, then falling off my bed
2.  Me getting motion sickness on the swings.
3.  Her almost dieing (<-- spelling maria?) on the swings.
4.  Her throwing my hat into the woods (this was funny for her. not so much for me lol)
5.  Her walking very slow to the playground
6.  The wind blowing the living curtain into her face

And omg. The car ride was the funniest thing ever!

• "Cum"
• "Coming and going at every hour of the night"
• "I keep my hoe on a leesh" [and later] "Or in a cage"
•  Her Pinching me

Just omg. It was so funny.

Sunday
So saturday night, Cam and I made plans to go see Dark Knight. So I map quest the directions to his house, and forget to write down a very important turn. and we were supposed to get there at 11. and because of me, I got to his house at 11:30. So yeah, anyways, we just hung out at his house for a little, then we went to the movie theater. So basically, we couldnt find seats in the 1:20. and the 3:10 was sold out. So we got tickets for the 3:40. so the rest of the people went somewhere, while cam and I went to the mall. We were told to be there by 2:30 for the line (which by 3:05 was almost out the door). We get there at like 2. so good part, were first in line and will get the best seats. bad part, we were waiting there for almost an hour. So yeah, the movie was soooo good! Like dude. yeahh. So then I went home after the movie. Watched some red sox, big brother, the first 45 min of the espys, fam guy, that kind of stuff while talking to taylor. Her brother hates me like you wouldnt believe. I called at 9:45 and I was like "Umm is taylor there?" "No she's sleeping. It's to late to be calling her anyways. Faggot" and he hung up. And then 5 minutes later Taylor called back. I thought it was funny.

So I guess that people are pissed that in two years i went from this :
to this:


I seriously dont see the big deal.
I agree the way i dress is a big change over the past two years. I dont wear polos, I don't have dirty blonde hair, and I'm not the shy innocent boy I used to be.

Basically, its Danny 2.0 id say.
With better clothes, more confident, better hair, and a better attitude.

Okay so here I'm clear things up. When I was dressing like I used to, the polos, all that shit, I was the fakest being on earth. I wasn't being myself. I was afraid no one would want to be around me if i dressed the way i wanted to. And this summer, i decided fuck it. I don't care what people think. Love me or hate me right? Well I guess my new found confidence has pissed off a lot of people according to some very reliable sources. I'm sorry that I fooled you all for the past two years, to think I was a prep. I think its funny how well i fooled you guys.

To those who say I'm a poser. Don't. I am not a poser at all. Although, I was indeed a poser when I dressed prep, but now, I am not a poser.

To those who say I've changed for a person, who ever that person may be, you're wrong. I don't change for anybody but myself, I am who I want to be. Everyone in my family excepts me for who I am, even my grandparents approve of my lip ring, so if they can deal with it, why can't everyone else?

To those who I've pissed off for my new found confidence, i'm NOT in any way shape or form sorry, for beleiving in myself. Are you going to tell me, that I'm going to make friends, go on stage, sing by myself on stage wont give me more confidence, your fucking crazy. And I do not apologize for gaining new confidence.

I'm sorry to anyone who I have offended in theese past 6 months were i have made the transformation into the Danny I am today. I'm not trying to be scene, emo, or any other shit labels you wanna put on me. I'm jsut simply trying to be Danny.

Thank You.

 I got my lip pierced!




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I'm getting my lip pierced tomorrow. I've heard both sides of the story.  I've heard "I'm the biggest wimp ever, and it seriously didn't hurt at all" but, I've also heard that it kills. I'm going to tell my self that it will kill, so that hopefully it wont hurt as much. I'm so nervous though. I'm glad my mom will be there, and i hope taylor wont see me cry when the put the needle in. omg im so nervous. ACK!!!!

So I didnt go to bed until 7, and then woke up at noon. So right now I'm going on 5 hours of sleep :/.

So rachel go to my house at like 4, and we went on stickam and stuff, then maria b picked us up at 6:30 for a concert with Wildflower and Cantonese traffic. Then we picked up chavez and went to the concert.

When cantonese traffic was playing we all went back to listen to them and play frisbee. Rachel got hit in the boobs twice. Then the frisbee went through her hands and hit her in the mouth. OMFG SO FUNNY.

So during this  like little intermission and into the bands second set, Chavez and I had this talk session.
"Happy to the trail"
LULZ! God shes so funny!

so it's 4 in the morning.
I had a long fourth of july.
First, went to raidoshack to buy something for my phone.
Then went to cookout, and the cookout was going pretty well.
But as we were getting ready to go, my sister was two hours away, in a hospital having early labor.
thankfully, she was only having contractions and not dialating, seeing as Lilly is only around 2 pound atm.
So she just needs to have 24 hours of bed rest :D:D:D
I was seriously so worried. I started crying.
I love Sami so much.